10-10-10 =]

哇。。。哇。。。哇。。。人人都在部落格写下他们在这一天的活动。。。那我也写一写吧！哈哈 ！

erm...这一天早上，我们到bukit jalil公园跑步。。。
对我而言，我都没有怎么跑。。。。只是一面走，一面向表姐诉苦。。。
走走走。。。一个圈了。。。就回家咯！还真快。。aiks...

回到家。。。咦？？
荷花给人“拐”来了。。哈哈哈！
有她的存在，新鲜事特别多。。。嘻嘻！
在我们家一会儿，就已经玩到癫了。。。可爱，可爱。。哈哈！

跟她玩了以后，我便去冲凉去。
不晓得是否前一晚睡不好，运动后，尤其是洗澡后，那人突然很困，要睡觉。
那眼皮都撑不开了。我既然玩red alert，玩到一半时，走去睡觉。哈哈！
还好我记得把游戏存起来，睡醒再继续，嘻嘻！

谁知，我一睡就睡到傍晚6时正。
哇！会不会太夸张了？ =.=""" 还做了一场梦。
睡醒后，继续red alert...haha
不久到旧巴生路吃晚餐了。
这天的晚餐是。。。云吞面。。。这档云吞面的叉烧真是与众不同啊！半肥瘦叉烧。。。*slurp*
现在要吃如此入口即溶的叉烧很难咯！全部都用瘦肉，就只会强调什么屁健康。。。

健不健康是看自己本身的。
通常健康的食物是不好吃，而不健康的食物一定很好吃。
吃了最多不是做多点运动咯！那些人过分的吃，而不做运动。。这当然不健康啦！都不平衡了。

好了。吃过以后，回家咯！
继续red alert..哈哈！打仗打不完啦！玩四个brutal 和一个medium。。。
打完后，上网、聊天、部落格。。。然后睡不着。。。

=.="""。。。好了。。。这天的活动到此为止，就在此搁笔。谢谢！

失败

我又再次睡不着了，怎么办？
我的生活时间乱了。。。糟了！糟了。。。
生活又空虚。。。太空闲了吧！

我觉得我自己好失败哦！
自己劝自己必须在十二点之前上床睡觉。第二天早上七时正或八时正起床做运动，可是现在所有的计划已经泡汤了。><""


还记得年头时，自己告诉自己一定要减肥，自从脚意外受伤后，我的人懒了，运动次数逐渐减少，生活规律越搞越糟。真是糟得很呀！健康离我而去；浓密的头发舍我而去；不必要的脂肪不断地跟着我；我身体的水分随着太阳而蒸发了；灿烂的笑容以及开心的脸蛋再也不再出现在我的脸上。

这怎么了？怎么了？
别抛弃我。。。我求求你们，别一个一个地嫌弃我。。。
我很伤心啊！
你们离我而去后，我会很难做人啊！
我担心我身边的人嫌弃我这个人不像人，贵不像鬼。
你们回来吧！！！

我的脸，我的脚，我全身的皮肤好干呀！
你教我应该怎么做？ 我该怎么做？
我有如人渣似的。我不想做一个行尸走肉啊！

失败，失败，失败。。。。。
我真的很失败。。。。
我相信没有人失败过我。。。。
我真是连地底泥都不如。。。。。。。。
做人做到一事无处。。。。。。
做事没有恒心。。。有头没尾。。。只懂得说，不懂行动。。。 ><""""

胭脂扣

考试前几个星期，还是九月。。。
这个月仍然是天王巨星哥哥，张国荣的生忌。每逢星期六，Astro华丽台都会播放张国荣遗作电影。刚巧，其中的星期六，那一天播放张国荣及天后巨星梅艳芳的电影，胭脂扣。

这电影描述：

袁永定在某报社广告部任职，一天他正要下夜晚，突有一名身着30年代打扮的艳丽女子出现在报馆，她要来登一则寻人启示，但又无钱付广告费。袁要她次日再来，不想她坚持不肯，并尾随他一路。在闲谈中，袁惊闻她原是30年代死去的女鬼，名叫如花，当年曾是石塘咀的名妓，爱上人称为十二少的纨绔子弟陈振邦。

二人的恋情因地位悬殊遭陈父母反对，因为陈门乃望族不接受妓女作媳妇，而振邦逐出门，遂离家私订终生，以胭脂盒为信物。两人同居后经济拮据，再加上染食鸦片，如花知好景不长，二人约定复吞鸦片自杀，来生再结缘，不想如花死去，陈被救。

50年后，如花苦等陈不得，遂上阳间来寻。此时已是1987年，时守境迁。如花得袁及其女友凌楚娟帮助，终于在一家制衣厂找到早已潦倒和衰老不堪的十二少。如花将胭脂盒归还，留给十二少一句谢谢你，我不想再等了。他望着她离开的背影，一遍又一遍地喊着她的名字……

___________________________________________________
我看了这部电影后，我觉得如花非常可怜。我的眼泪不禁掉了下来，很可惜。
如花用了五十年、她的一生等待着一个她以为能够长相厮守的十二少，可是最终她却浪费了一生等一个负心汉。虽然十二少爱如花，可是他爱自己胜过爱如花。。。。

Mission Completed....

Yeah!!!
Finally the exam was finished... YuHooooo!!!! ....
Although I'm so happy about it BUT I got nothing to do for this long holiday...=.=""" ..GOSH !!!!
I don't want to be a lazy and fat pig.... T_T ...help me, god...

shopping?? movie?? sing k??? NO NO NO ...I'm not wish to do that ...because the implementation of saving plan is starting now.. poor la recently, so I have to save some money to myself for an emergency or enjoyment...wao!!! It's hard of this plan..

erm...what to do ?? stay at home online, facebook, eat, tv show, drama, red alert, cooking, house work...
Oops..I know what to do for pass the long holiday..yeah!!! ^^
that are make some delicious mee...yeah!!!
read some books...watch drama...hehehe ...any book can introduce me??? @@

I'd rather to watch drama or tv and read some books/newspaper than face to computer....
Start now, I should be to improve my english language... haiz~~` this I had tell myself more and more time but USELESS .... how to start this?? go popular and buy some exercise book and self-study??? hmmm....

Next, it should be adjust back my body in healthy condition...
not over 3am to sleep...but I almost sleep after 3am even the sunrise is closer with the time... T_T
I could not control my EQ, mood, feeling and thinking...I can't stop my mind...can't stop them... ><"" And... keep fit?? do exercise?? haha...useless too...I tell myself many time also.... haiz~~~~ I was no of the perseverance to achieve my target, my goal....

HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW???????????????????? who somebody can teach me HOW TO DO???????????????????????????????????? ><" ><" ><" ><""

3xam 3xam 3xam ><"""""

2nd and 3rd October 2010 ...dang dang dang....
Its were my dead day....T_T...why??? exam days lor...haiz~~~

let's talk the 2nd October...
It was the day of E-commerce examination...
how?? It seems a easy subject, but it can be say that, it is DIFFICULT for me!!!

Why??? because I had no do the enough of preparation.. T_T...I just wasted the time during the study break and couldn't concerntrate on my study at home, because I'm too lazy...plus, it is common sense...omg...I got no the common sense...how did I to answer in the exam oh???..
Beside that, I don't understood what do the chapters talking about... =.="" ...
The notes which lecturer given, it seems just a little bit and not enough....
Before the day, I need online to search although lecturer had given the focus area.. *speechless*

Plus, the focus area which given, it was meant study all, memorize all...OMG... If I got a chance and I courage to do it, sure I would like to ask the lecturer :"the focus area you given, it means by to study all?? then you give us for what??? "...I really speechless at the moment when I get ready to study well for the exam... ><"""

At the day, I woke up early and went to SEGI in the morning...
I forced myself to do so although the exam was started at 5 o'clock, because I've to understand and memorize all the notes.. T_T .....
It was too LAST MINUTE le... OMG...

But, before I could do it...
It was Semester 2, when FOM examinition...I study and memorize all at last minute and I got B- back ..hehe....but, this time I can't say that, I can get a wonderful result back..aiks...I don't dare to ensure myself to get pass or not...Not to say the wonderful...

Unconciously, 5pm already...
haiz~~exam started...
I look over the exam paper...
wah!!! some of the question seems quite similar, but some I never study before...
Oh no!!! I lost marks le... wu wu wu !!!

never mind...I thought the "BEST" answer for the question...=.="" hahaha...
common sense mah...haha....I just fellow the instruction to answered the questions which lecturer said...^^

Finally 8pm...exam was done...but the exam not finish yet, still got the business and company law next day...the day was taking my life away..argh!!! It was already 8pm..counted the time back home, bathing and dinner time, I need to use 2 hours...It should not enough time to me to study for next day...

Reached home!!!
It was corrected...I really used 2 hours to rest then only started to study...
hmmm~~~ not bad...I used 1 and half hour to memorize the importance of the 2 chapters...
when I was getting ready to the 3rd chapter...oh no!!! I couldn't to continue...my brain, my body and my seoul, it was the time to SHUT DOWN!!!

At this moment, it was 2am midnight...and I set alarm at 5am by purposely to wake me up and continue to study....
BUT, I FAILED...T_T ....I slept until 7am plus, I slept OVER already...GOSH!!!!
I dressing up by fast speed, then breakfast....I study and memorize when I having the breakfast...haiz...I'm suffering... T_T...wanna cry la....

when waiting LRT, inside the LRT and reached Segi..me memorized non-stop...but I not really knew that I could memorize all....
Time passed so fastly...It was time of exam ah ><""
I entered the exam room..
wao...I had no stress..haha...I don't know~~~but, my brain is moving...memorizing what I had put inside..haha...tired la...

During the exam, my mind really tired...
I memorized back and thought how to answer the question with slowly..haiz~~~
between, the proctor, Mr Bernard pray for me..wakakak....I shock there ><""
and also teased me...
OMG...grrrr..*speechless*...I was sitting exam leh @@

Before half hour to end of the exam, I done the exam and get out from the exam room...
Wao!!!! what the exam for me for this semester...
HOPE FULLY that is GIVING me A PASS....then I happy enough la...

I can mention that...It was a unhappy exam over this semester....because I work not well done of this exam for this semester..haiz~~~
I think I should continue to work hard for the next semester...
haiz~~~~ :(

*Disappointed to myself*

3x@m Br3aK........

oh yeah...finally mid-autumn festival has passed...
Afterward what to do??? study lor....exam was around the corner..omg...I not study yet leh.....GOD also couldn't help me anything T_T

Since I planned to study at this moment, but I played computer after the plan... ><"""
how come I being like that??? I was so never take in heart of this exam...
speechless.....
Although i started study, but I studied infront of my laptop with drama....oh god....
ready to die on this exam already lor..... T_T..wanna cry leh~~~

I repeat my activities everyday without studying...
such as...facebook lor....red alert lor...mahjong lor....tv lor.....drama lor...cooking lor....
=.=""" ...the life so boring

I think after the exam. I think I should to read some encyclopedia books or novel..even the newspaper..for purpose to increase in external knowledge for my life.hmm...
this idea not bad, it could control myself to avoid face the computer so much.... and maintain my body health...hmm...good....good...good....who support me, I suppose to do it??

~*中秋佳节*~

阳历二零一零年九月二十二日也就是农历的八月十五。
述说这一天是，在一年里月亮最圆、最亮的一天，即说八月十五是中秋，中秋月圆分外明。
在这一天，华人的风俗就是拜神祭祖，一家团团圆圆吃晚餐。晚餐后，一家大小到屋外庭院摆放祭品在桌子上拜月亮。每逢这佳节，小孩们一定会提灯笼游街、玩蜡烛、听听老人家讲神话；传说故事。


传说故事有如嫦娥奔月、吴刚折桂、玉兔捣药。

1. 嫦娥奔月

相传，远古时候天上有十日同时出现，晒得庄稼枯死，民不聊生，一个名叫后羿的英 雄，力大无穷，他同情受苦的百姓，登上昆仑山顶，运足神力，拉开神弓，一气射下九个多太阳，并严令最后一个太阳按时起落，为民造福。

后羿因此受到百姓的尊敬和爱戴，后羿娶了个美丽善良的妻子，名叫嫦娥。后羿除传艺狩猎外，终日和妻子在一起，人们都羡慕这对郎才女貌的恩爱夫妻。

不少志士慕名前来投师学艺，心术不正的蓬蒙也混了进来。

一天，后羿到昆仑山访友求道，巧遇由此经过的王母娘娘，便向王母求得一包不死药。据说，服下此药，能即刻升天成仙。然而，后羿舍不得撇下妻子，只好暂时把不死药交给嫦娥珍藏。嫦娥将药藏进梳妆台的百宝匣里，不料被小人蓬蒙看见了，他想偷吃不死药自己成仙。

三天后，后羿率众徒外出狩猎，心怀鬼胎的蓬蒙假装生病，留了下来。待后羿率众人走后不久，蓬蒙手持宝剑闯入内宅后院，威逼嫦娥交出不死药。嫦娥知道自己不是蓬蒙的对手，危急之时她当机立断，转身打开百宝匣，拿出不死药一口吞了下去。嫦娥吞下药，身子立时飘离地面、冲出窗口，向天上飞去。由于嫦娥牵挂着丈夫，便飞落到离人间最近的月亮上成了仙。

傍晚，后羿回到家，侍女们哭诉了白天发生的事。后羿既惊又怒，抽剑去杀恶徒，蓬蒙早逃走了，后羿气得捶胸顿足，悲痛欲绝，仰望着夜空呼唤爱妻的名字，这时他惊奇地发现，今天的月亮格外皎洁明亮，而且有个晃动的身影酷似嫦娥。他拼命朝月亮追去，可是他追三步，月亮退三步，他退三步，月亮进三步，无论怎样也追不到跟前。

后羿无可奈何，又思念妻子，只好派人到嫦娥喜爱的后花园里，摆上香案，放上她平时最爱吃的蜜食鲜果，遥祭在月宫里眷恋着自己的嫦娥。百姓们闻知嫦娥奔月成仙的消息后，纷纷在月下摆设香案，向善良的嫦娥祈求吉祥平安。

从此，中秋节拜月的风俗在民间传开了。

2.吴刚伐桂
而吴刚伐桂，相传月亮上的广寒宫前的桂树生长繁茂，有五百多丈高，下边有一个人常在砍伐它，但是每次砍下去之后，被砍的地方又立即合拢了。几千年来，就这样随砍随合，这棵桂树永远也不能被砍光。据说这个砍树的人名叫吴刚，是汉朝西河人，曾跟随仙人修道，到了天界，但是他犯了错误，仙人就把他贬谪到月宫，日日做这种徒劳无功的苦差使，以示惩处。

3.玉兔捣药

另外， 玉兔捣药。相传月亮之中有一只兔子，浑身洁白如玉，所以称作"玉兔"。这种白兔拿着玉杵，跪地捣药，成蛤蟆丸，服用此等药丸可以长生成仙。

每逢这佳节，我们以前就会提灯笼游行、点灯笼布置院子、玩烧饭、拜月亮。

玩烧饭时，我们变得非常过分。。哈哈！会做些什么呢？？

摘人家的咖哩叶，pandan叶，甚至万年青。。哈哈。。什么都拿来煮。。。

另外，我们开始时很斯文的，我们是那那些烧剩的蜡作为油。。。玩到最后，我们却浪费了。

我们是整盒蜡烛一支支地拿去玩。。。=.="""" ....真过分！！！！浪费钱得要死。。。

玩了后，我们就到院子去享用月饼、菱角、喝杯热腾腾的热茶。。然后讲笑话。。。再赏月。。:)

今年的中秋节，早上及下午拜神后，晚上我们一家吃过了团圆饭，表姐和表姐夫到来。。只是开张桌子在客厅吃月饼喝茶。。连赏月都省了。。。因为要看电视。。。懒了。。懒了。。。而且没有人。。。就随随便便。。。

心想，玩什么呢？

考试只剩下一个星期，所有人都在为考试准备，而我呢？？ 就连开始都还没有，笔记一眼都没有看，就每天浪费时间。。。。haiz~~~~。。。。

不晓得我的读者是如何庆祝中秋节的呢？

并且不晓得你们以前是怎样度过的呢？？ 我好想知道。。。xD

~*中秋前夕*~

时间可过得真快，一眨眼，中秋节已经过了两个星期多了。
今年的中秋节我也没怎么准备，因为确实是没什么心情呢！*叹气*
为什么呢？因为。。。考试的来临咯！呜呜。。。！！！

中秋节前夕，我在做什么呢？？？erm......

啊！对了。就是载老爸和姐去银行。
路途中，我真的无言。被我姐“弹”这个不好，那个不行。。。烦死啦！
这一次是我第一次晚上驾驶呢！而且我很久没有驾车了，突然要我在晚上驾车，我已经很不习惯了，还要我遇路障。。。我很害怕，可是我还能装镇定。。嘻嘻！！！

还好，通过了。哈哈！！！
到了银行，我在车子里等待，并且也忙这传送信息。。。哈哈！中秋节嘛！！！
回到家，车子都已经停了，我姐那张嘴不停地讲我这个，讲我那个。。。冤枉。。。

好了。过后，我如常的上网，开facebook， 我看了一段短片，那就是山脚下男孩的“月亮圆”。

*月亮圆，月亮圆，

月亮照在我的家，

没有春夏秋冬的家，流传千年。

现在的孩子不相信，月亮有小白兔，

功课与电脑使他们不再听古老的神话，

当高楼大厦 遮挡了古老的月亮，

就趁这个季节，让你的孩子知道，

古老的神话，源自何方。。。

我听了这首歌后，非常感触。

回想过去，我们还是正在念小学的年纪，一大班小朋友在这个佳节的时候，我们什么都玩。

我们什么游戏都能够创出来。。。

我一面听这首歌，一面流泪。。。

很想像以前那样的开心般，无忧无愁，逍遥自在。

可是现在都已事过境迁，一切一切斗人事已非，所谓：“十年人事几翻新”。。。

我们以前一起玩耍的孩童，现在都各有个忙了。。。而且身在不同的地方发展。。。想要回顾也很难才有机会。

现在，我身边的人都没有那个心，那个兴趣一起玩了。。。生活闷透。。。

每次只懂得shopping，看戏，唱k...。。吃都没有那种新玩意儿。。。只会到高级、装潢过得去的地方吃。。。。而且价格超标呢！！！ =.=""""

The second activity during my study break !!!

The second activity???
I think should be I and my sis head to low yat ...for what??
buy laptop lor...

Ya!!! I officially got a new laptop for my own la... ^_^v...FINALLY !!!!
On the day, We went serdang find daddy for breakfast, but he ate already..=(..no people pay for us le..sad!!!

Then, we went there directly by car.
Yeah!!! my sis asked the shop one by one...
Finally, we found out the shop got free gifts and free give us the original window and drivers ^^
Those are my sis "watt" they give in order to avoid when the laptop is break down then we got the tools to install again..^_^v

Oh ya...I not yet introduce my laptop oh!!! haha..
is Dell, with black colour and glossy surface..ngeik...keyboard sides also glossy..WHY did I choose this design?? because it look very high class...hehehee....it's my style also...haha ^_^v
with price...??Just that first la...I don't want intro so much here...becoz...keep some private la...

The day was my tired day..because walked half day already...during waiting the guy install software to me, we went to old town had a tea time...then..take a chance gossip gossip lor...haha
when we heading to old town, yeeeee???? We met esther Gan there wor...with her husband....

oh yeah!!! done all the things la...
we brought back to serdang..show dad..then we went to ah biao house...haha..with purposely play with her daughter...wakakka
so syok that day..."ho fa" fellow us back home...wahahhaa...so many funny things happened on the day~~~xD

The first activity during my study break !!!

Seem I long time no updated my blog already...Before was rushing the assignments so no time to update...after passed up the assignments, had more and more activities infront of me during my study break.

Okie! The first acitivity during the study break was Rachel's birthday.
On 7th September 2010, Tuesday. This day, we 4 people head to 1U and the curve for hanged out...hanged out..oh yeah!!^^

First, we went to 1U...then we bought the tickets for a movie with the name " the descent 2" ...
Wah!!! after the movie, I swore. I swore that I would not watch a horrible and queasy movie in cinema !!!! ><""" ..The movie was so disgusting....It made me dun dare to face the movie and accept...grrrr!!! I scared by the movie many times... OH MY GOD...the pillow not around me, I felt not safety and vacuity.. =( oh yeah!!

Then, our lunch time la... We had a lunch in Seoul Garden. We could cook the dishes with either BBQ or steamboat styles..ngeik..I prefer BBQ..because the soup for steamboat no taste.... ><"" The beefs there not bad...not bad...chicken also...hehe...but jz the fishes I think not so suit for BBQ...then, Ice-cream not bad...ngeik!!!

After lunch what we did??? shopping lor...walked here and there...at the same time...I was suffering by the high-heel shoes.. my legs so painful...wuwu T_T ... I just found a chair and sat down.... then they went for shop and shop...Seem I don't join ><

Then, NEXT STATION, The Curve!!! ngeik!!! I smart leh...I went to Popular to read book, with purposely sit down and rest...wakakka The other rest, go for pet shop...not my interest also, So I was not follow them.
That day was my first time wear high-heel shoes to shopping ><"", before that, I know my legs will pain, so i bring a spare of shoes..hehe...clever leh~~~ ^^

Time passed so fast, It's time to ....hehehe....PUB time...wakakka It is my first time I go for pub leh~~~ we ordered 2 jars of TIGER..keke
this is the time to chit-chat...and also the time to talk heart... but, i no heart to talk leh..how talk?? hehe..so just listened them to talk lor...haha ^^ and asked this and that...wow!! so 3 8 la me....never mind..that's me ^_^v

haha...unconsciously..2 people drunk already =.=""
how of them??? vomit lor...dizzy lor...headache lor....haha...wah...so spectacular wor...wakakaka
These just happen on me when I drink too too much of wine..wakakaka... On this day, my face appeared not so red..blood circulation no too fast, mayb the tiger beer's percentage is low if comapare to carlsberg or other wine....haha...this just normal for me ^_^v

10pm++, is time to go home... It was the activities for the day la...so wonderful for me and the birthday girl la..haha..because someone's "first time" gave me already la.....wakakkaka

At night, my legs were so painful... The feeling gave me, the legs like not my legs..><"" and my toes blistered...
Then, I was still need to do housework T.T....feel so toil....
I need few days only recovered after the day...